Bulimia

Tears drip onto a heaving chest
Sobs and gasps tear out without rest
Bury the feelings,  bury them deep
Use candies and coffee and sugar and sweets
Force it into your mouth and down your throat
Indulge in self hate and do it alone
Swallow your sin, swallow your pain
One bite then another, do it again
Now place your finger to the back of your tongue
Press down and relax, it shall soon be done
Heave forward and purge the lies and the hate
Remove every disgusting thing that you ate
Wipe your quivering mouth, everything's okay
Use a razor to wipe the memories away